Today was slightly better. My kids are not evil, they are just tired, probably of me.
Sorry if yesterday offended you or changed your opinion of me.
I am just stretched a little thin these days.
Even though my students drive me nuts, I'm still going to miss the heck out of these little knuckle heads. They have been the closest things to friends that I've had up here and I think there will be a big hole in my heart when I go.
Graduation is Friday (three this year woo hoo!) and along with our regular absences (about two a day) and two students going to bethel for testing all next week we might be down to about 7 students next week in the High School which is probably contributing to the overall attitudes of apathy and melancholy.
Once again, I'm sorry if I offended you, please forgive me.
I got my plane ticket, now I'm battling the Alaska Certification office and trying to wrap up other important things before I go.
Needless to say I am just generally stressed out. My dreams have always mirrored my level of stress. Last night I had violent dreams of post apocalyptic revolution (some of it in German which I somehow understood) and had to literally slice people in half with a samurai sword and defend a princess. I woke this morning by punching my pillow and sweating.
I am trying to keep myself sane by listening to lots of Polyphonic Spree and drinking good coffee.
Its not working.