I just finished watching "Into the Wild."
I think it ruined me.
I'm not sure what to write after this.
This has staggered me in a way that hasn't happened before.
What else is there to say after watching a film like that.
It makes all of my pursuits trivial.
My thoughts lost.
My Travels worthless.
And my beliefs false.
It makes my life small.
Happiness is nothing unless it is shared.
I miss my family and friends and I want to go home.
That is probably the truest thing I've said in months.
These are my thoughts as I sit here in my stupid apartment alone.
On my Great Alaskan Adventure.
What the hell is wrong with this state?
Why do we all come here searching?
What are we looking for?
There are no answers around.
Just more questions.
And endless thoughts.
And I can't believe I'm coming back for more.
Hopefully I don't get rained in.
I guess I have to start over again.